Tears running down my cheek . AndAnd what do you expect
me to do next ? Kill myself ? Keep myself quiet?
I just don't understand why are you doing this to me ?
Looking forward to see me suffer ?? No ! Yea ! I admit that you has change into
a better person .
But i don't expect to see myself in this situation ! No
!! I keep wanting you back . Yes . I get you but now it's gone .
Gone forever ? I hope not . I will keep waiting for you
. I just don't know why . I feel like you're the want whom i love the most and
only one . My head goes up and down . When i saw you , i keep wanting to look
for youu . If i didn't saw you i keep asking people where are you . I guess i'm
so stupid of doing this stuff . I just waste 5 month waiting for you and i just
waste 3 month being with you . To me , i never regret . Bcause what i want i get
. But i didn't get that much of love from you . And now i waste around 1 week
with youu . And someone take me away from you . I didn't blame anyone for this
but i blame myself . I didn't know why . I just want you back . That's it ! I
know you and your friend are showing that middle fingger sign to me when you're
under the block . My heart hurt damn alot . But i cannot do anything . I don't
know if you really show that sign or not . If yes , i don't know what to say .
And never ever ask me to forget about you bcause i cannot do that . If i say i
have forget about you , you know that i lie . Bcause forgetting about you will
never happen . THANKS for taking care of me .

Love ,
Humairah