If can , i want to let everything all out  so i can forget every single thing that happened to me . I guess anyone could have a story like mine , it could be in different words and sentences but it could always mean a similar thing . All people might seem different but yet still , they all have the same feelings inside their heart and soul . Well , i'm not too strong for everything . I'm not strong enough to handle everything . i cann't take all this any longer . All i could do is cry and cry . But sheding a tears is wasting my time .  It hurts alot . i have enough of going through everything . Mayb you label me as a cheerful and strong girl but deep inside i no longer the hyper girl who laugh every single time . I may look happy . Indeed i feel like crying . I cant lie my emotion . Yet now , i feel so useless . I had enough of sheding my tears . My eyes hurt alot . But my heart hurts more than anything . I feel that my heart is being crush into a million pieces . I just need you to explain every single things to me . Not thru sms or calls but face to face . Like i say , i had enough of everything . As in enough of your bullshit , nonsence and stuff . I just wanna tell you stop begging me to forgive you  . Like i told you , there's nothing for you to sake for forgiveness because you did nothing wrong . Actually you did something wrong  , but yes i can't be bothered about it . If you did anything that really broke my heart into a million pieces i have already forgive you . I don't hold any grudges on you , don't worry .

SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTH !

Pissed off with everything . Every single thing you said make me fuck up . Get it ? I had enough of you and your stupid story telling . Stop telling people surrounding you that i'm your girlfriend . Like HELLOOOOH ! What make you say so ? Hell NO ! First time you told your close friend about me being your girlfriend . Next day you said sorry to me , and i was wondering why and you told me that you told him that i'm your girlfriend . At first i was fine with it but i did tell you go tell him you were joking around . But now , you told everyone ! What was that for gyea ? There's lots of girls out there and why must it be me ? Doesn't make sense okay ! And when i asked you why me , you said you're stress . And you are like heart breaking . Why not , now i'm telling you , my heart broke into a million pieces  . To you it's a joke , to me it's NOT A JOKE ! Sial uh , cukup tu cukup . Faham ? Stop telling people about i'm being your "Girlfriend" . Dream on !

And stop your nonsence on facebook ! It's irritating ~

Second post . Mayb you got a wrong impression about me . I nvr said that i love you or even i like you . If i do say i like you doesn't mean i like you in a way of B/G Relationship . I just like you as my junior or a brother . That's all . Nothing less nothing more . But you got it all wrong . But i was wondering why you told you friends that i love you . Damn it , and now rumours going on saying i'm dating with you . What ?!

Well ' first thing first i'm not blaming you at all . Whereas i'm th one who make th mistake .

I just wanna tell you that don't go around telling people you like me and i like you .

I'm sorry if i cause you and your ex a big problem . But i nvr told you or anyone that i like you or i want you .

What more , i'm like 2 years older than you . Impossible ! And you told me that you like/love me since th first time you saw me . But i'm sorry . Being a friend with you will be perfect :) Okay ?

That's all

Hari Raya ke Empat saya sudah jadi ' kayaaaa Rayaaa :) lol ! hahah ' lepas raya mari kita shopping . hahah !

Shopping puas-puas yee cik adik ' cik abang . ~ Gyeaaaaah ! Besssst nye hari ini . hahaha ' walaupun ulser gua makin terok laaaah . Bachiiin !

I had a awesome day todaaay :) hahaha ' thanks to my princess and prince * kembang - kembang !

They make me laugh non-stop ! Thanks to you guys too that i keep thinking about that *stupid thingy yeaa .

Hahah ' tapy kekek uhhh . Luuu semua mautt lah . hahahah ' First lesson was malay , hahah ' Humairah jadi Bisu jap . hahaha ' all the way tak berbual . Ulser peh pasal . Spoil aku pe mood pagi - pagi . Dennnngz !

Followed by history , 'horrible lesson . Tekak' gua berdarah non-stop sia . My throut bleed . It keep bleeding ~ cool gyea ? -.-' haha ! Then'then recess . laugh all th way . hahaha ! Due to something . Thanks uh , aku ketawa tk ingat dunia , jadi ulser aku makin pedih ! Pandai banget humairah :) After recess was ' F&N , AWESOME LESSON FOR THE DAY ! hahaha ' causeeee no lesson . haha . we were waiting for th teacher to come but none came for our rescue . hahaha ' tak ke itu best ? :) As my ' diva teacher were posted to another school for 2 weeks for something else . Hahaha ' friday gini kan best . hahah ' ! Will see how it goes on Friday :D

During F&N kiter leeeek one corner berbual meeepeeek ! hahaha ' Zac start meepeeek ' aku join . Bodoh jugak aku nie . hahaha ! Berbual pasl shave , makan , babi , binatang dan mcm - macm . Tapi part Shave kekek uhh ' hahaha :) haahhaa ' mepeeek siak korang ! hahaha ;)

After F&N , was Chemistry lesson . Tiring lesson ! Penat class aku panggil cikgu , tetap dia tk dengar ' dpn2 pun tk dengar . Hahaha ' dasaaaar pekak :) Penat aku berbual ' puas hati aku diam je laaah kan .

Had fun with Khairul today during Chemistry . hahaha ' tak sangka dia pun boleh tahan bila part kutuk-kutuk orang . Tsk'Tsk ! Saper jek ajar kau eyy Khai . hahaha ' beeeh Aziz masuk campur ' sebok je .

Dia pun start lahh mereepeeek dia lah kan . Jadi kami bertiga ' berbual mepeeek jap . Lepas tuhh Aziz tk faham apa kita mepeeek jadi dia gi tido . Bagus ' buat selalu ! C: Khai ' go for KC ! hahaha '

After chem , was break . Followed by maths . Maths was awesome ! heeh ' fight with Fera . Hahaha ' like kutuk each other up and down ! Rabaaaak ! :) But fake - fake fight C: Aww ' you must see what we did . Pretty cute sia she . hahaha ! Kutuk maha kutuk ! hahaha ' kalau tk kena last warning , tak stop jugak . ahhaa ' tapi memang tk stop ~ kita continue jugak . hahaha ' gadoh for 1 hour 30 min . Mak oii , lama jugak . hahaha ! Fera Ohh Fera . Kekek ! :) Then home sweet home . Tata :D Takecare ' mwaaahahahah !

Been busy this days . Very busy . Been cleaning my room today . It takes 4 hours to clean up my room . Idk , why it takes so long . I threw LOADS of things . hahah ' Mummy says my room can be like ' karung guni :( * sob sob . Tak lah ' terok sgt kan . hahaha . Setakat berselerak je . hahahah !

Tmr i got to back to school Ohhh mls nye . Maths Owh Maths . Same goes to Wednesday . Kay ' idk what to update .. Bye . empat hari lagi untk raya :)

Hey * !

I had fun yesterday . Buke with my Pretty Ladies at pastamania and then lepaaak :)

hahah ' alright , will update later on . God ' willing .

Time for me to break - fast . yippppy ! (: