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Friday, July 30, 2010  Never trust guys :) Thanks god it's Friday . It's good to end school on Friday :) Tomorrow will be a better than today . Hope so . And i'll be fasting tomorrow ^^ due of paying back my fast for last year -.- Not only for tomorrow but for 9 DAYS . Grr ! I hope i can finish up my " pay back " fast . Hope so ! So whateveeeer it is i will sacrifice my saturday , sunday to pay back . And my school days as well . haissssh ! I totally dissapointed with aloooooot of people . I won't elaborate names here . You lied to me few times but i giving myself my bloody chance to forgive you and forget about th past . And i got to know , you did it again . And trust me , you didn't care to stop . Do you ? It's up to you okay . I know i cann't stop you as i'm just your friend . Nothing more than that . But at first you promise me you will cut down , then you said you will stop and now , you're such a heavy smoker . What's going on ? Stress , smoke ? Saper ajar . Tak masuk akal kan kalau sot je kena isap . haisssh ! Up to you . Yang sakit kau jugak kan . Kay goleeek . Grr , i made my mind . It's up to you to decided . But let me tell you , once you got hurt again . Don't come to me and cry . I won't entertain you this time . Kau carik masalah kau selesai sendiri . World change , people change , so do i . You dislike my attitude but now i love it this way . I don't bother your life , so do you . You told me you dislike my old one so i change to the new one . So this time , don't ask me to be the old humairah . Get over it alright . My life . This is how i roll . Wednesday, July 28, 2010  that's the way i roll . Ohhhh ~ something pissed me n friends off . Like what the fuck you're thinking about . Everyone is pissed off with you . Grrr , don't add words into our mouth . You sucks to the freaking core ! You with your turtle face can eat up my shit (: Who do you think we are , a rubbish bin which you can throw anytime you want and take us back . We still have our pride not like you . Sumpah kita semua tak perlu kau tunjuk kau pe belongings . Stop BOASTING around as if we fucking care . Depan step baik , blakang perangai kalah setan . You have freaking mental breakdown . Sekejap okay , sekejap tak . Like as if your brain has a circuit that can be switch on and off . Don't show me your sympathetic face . It's very very very very freaking irrtating . Because of your fcuking mouth i had a conflict with somebody . Don't judge me if you don't know anything . Don't you have enough attention ? Mahu lebih cakap ah . I was very slabbergasted with you . I thought you were a nice and innocent women indeed i have a bad impression towards you now . I don't know why you get easily jealous over a stupid things . Since you are a liar you have a good memory so you can help me along th way . Thanks asshole ^^ You never admitted anything , even on your deathbed i guess . You was a deluded liar . You like to talk about the word ' shit , so go on and eat shit . Simple as that ! You are quite pleasant and supportive on the surface , but i was wrong , that's a mask . Stop being kepo ! Will you ? Stop all your nonsence . Be matured enough to think . You are a young adult my godness sake . So act like one don't act like as if you are still a child . Dealing with you , was one thing i learned . Just before you never speak to me again remember when you used to be my friend . You treated me like shit . I'm never gonna deny it and i even played your stupid little game . I was there everytime you need me . All the secrets i shared and you never even cared so let me tell you and don't make me repeat it " I Fucking Hate You And Yes , I mean it . Just stop all you nonsence . Suck all the shit alright ? Thank you : Banyak-banyak orang kau lah yang kita paling benci . : Of all people you are one of the most person we hate the most . And we are holdling grudges on you . SAPER MAKAN CHILLI RASA PEDAS Labels: hatred Tuesday, July 27, 2010  Ohhh , when i was on th way home . Grr ~ i cann't expect that i'm typing this out . But nvm . Back to my point . Teenages this days are out of control i guess . Saw couple's everywhere . Not adult but teenage . Secondary student . hmm , it's embrassed to say this . But wth , do you have some shame ? Like obviously " maruah " . What kind of student are you wearing your own school uniform having romantic time , kissing each other at th bustop where public walk around , waiting for the bus , boarding the bus , alighting the bus . Like i say , where's your sence of shame ? Public sey . If you really cannot control yourself than go somewhere else to do whatever you wanna do . (: Monday, July 26, 2010  Monday blues -.-" In the morning , it's raining (: So planned not to go to school as nothing much going to happen today . But since i woke up already , i still went to school . And'and i'm all wet due to the rain . Tu lahr , mak suruh bawak payung , taknk . degil plak nie humairah . heeeh (: so as usual met with Fera . Off to school with her . Nothing happen in the morning . As usual i'm late for school as i miss my bus in the morning . But PingYi understand as it's raining if not screw that school -.- Ohh , i noticed that lots of people started to hate my school . Not sure the reason why . heeeh ~ i myself dislike my school that much . There's no freedom not even activities . I know schools is for us to study but there's also must have excitement kan . I get jealous when other students talk about their schools . But what to do , i already step into ping yi for 3 years . Like Feeqa says , What is done , cannot be undone . So i just have to be patient for another 1 years for next year and god willing 2 years for sec 4 n sec 5 . First lesson was malay . Went to computer lab . I get fucking disgust by boys this days . Nuisance ! Ammar sat beside me for malay . And guess what , he did . He farted . That was not a problem . As i'm use to it -.- But omg , kasi lah warning . So aku boleh tepi siket . isshx , or lain kali duduk tempat lain . Haish , the next thing he did was he rubbed his armpit and it's wet i guess and i swear i don't know that he did that . So he point his finger directly to my nose and told me to smell it . Fuck you ! Boleh pengsan siak ! Isshx , Yat go on n laugh . -.- And i move away from him Rest of the lesson was dull and boring . Almost fell asleep . But keep on eating sweet to help me awake . Thanks sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet <3 End school at 3pm . At first Qeen text me and asked me if wan'na go Frolick and i follow the flow . But she ended up cancelled the plan as she's not in a mood to go out . Isshx , what happen ? Me dunnoe . So yea , off to KFC to have my lunch with girlfriends . Qeen , why you cancelled plan ? Me wan'na spent my bloody time with you . Isshx . Feeqa didn't turn up for school . I guess , she's still upset about her great grand-father who has passed away . Cheer up hunnnn ! :) Okay , i'm done . Wan'na revise my work now . heeeh . tc Friday, July 23, 2010  - I'll be away till Sunday . I won't update my blog till sunday obviously . I'm out of Singapore . I won't reply your text message till Sunday . Haha , itating siak aku " till sunday , till sunday " K'kay stop . TGIF (: I love FRIDAAAAAAAAY ! Awesome day for me same goes to the others . Right ? Ha ha . oooooo , but i'm half dead today . I swear i was sleepy the whole day in Ping Yi Secondary School . I didn't put much attention during lesson . Sorrrrrrry :( I was sleepy that's why . I slept early you know ytd . But i couldn't take it anymore . All i could do is be in my own world . heeeeeeeeh ! Mayb i open my eye , but i was sleeping actually . hahaha . F&N was the last lesson today . 2hrs lesson . Grrr , somebody interupt our lesson . We were having our lesson at SLC room as today practical has been cancelled . That's not a problem . I was happily paying attention druing F&N and there's a teacher came over to our room claming that she has book the room . Wtf -.- so we were told to go back to needle work room . That room is freaking warm . Surely , i will be noisy . haaah ~ so i did my job by sweet talking to my dearest F&N teacher . hahaha . At first off to library and those fcuker don't let us went in . Sengket pe ! -.- itating . Then Zul ran over to the computer lab 1 , 2 , 3 to look for any free air-condition room . hahaha , thanks god computer lab 1 has not been book so we went in to have our lesson there . i was freezing cold in there as i adjust the air-corn to the lower temp . hahahaha ~ padaaaaan muka korang (: F&N has improve alot . The teacher has been great . My class started to love her . I guess. hahaha . Tapi cikgu tetap shiok sendiri . Tatawu malu , tetap ! I malas nak elaborate apa jadi di class . hahaha , tapi kecohhh . Gerek , i kena pukul dgn cikgu byk kali . hahahahah (: Ramai kena . hahahah . i love her ! And after school spent time with NUR QURAISYAH RELFERA <3 Takecare Thursday, July 22, 2010  Reach school ON TIME . heeeeh ~ later people accused us coming to school late . Fcuk tub . But'but Humairah paisey today . I swear i have forgotten about that " Biometric thingy . So i went to the toilet to tie up my hair and Fera was like asking me to hurry up . Well , i told her not to be kachong and she said " eey , kena amik biometric deng . hahaha ! Silent for a minute cause dahh paisey . hahaha ! So off to the General office to take our attendance and off to homeroom . Hahaha ! While it was reading period in our homeroom my class take it as " talking period " haaahaa . I admit that i was so noisy . hahaha ~ but'but Fera make me laugh . ahaha , ader lah sebab-sebab yang tertentu . haha . Next was CME . This time , classmate was abit quiet . Haaah , and i was very good in her lesson . I answered all of her question . Hmmp , nothing is impossible . Cheyh , Zul tido mati sampai tknk gi class . He slept during reading period and no one woke him up . hahaha . Ended up coming late for CME looking like a sotong in the class . hahaha * laugh ! Ok , the rest of the lesson was so boring . heeeh . let's skip After school off to canteen and 2.40pm off to maths class . Class ended at 4.40pm and off home with the rest . Supposely meet Rifqi but he end his floorball late so i headed home first alone . heeeh . Solo :) Best oiiii . Nak jadi solo ? Jom ! heeh . Dad took same bus as me at his school bustop . heeeh . So went home with him . :D Daddy's girl . heeeh heeeh Currently , text'ing , chatting , facebooking . I'm freaking bored . Ibn , bukak topic yg btol lah . Kau ngan mepek kau je . aku mls nk layan :p ahahaha Said paitao ! Ada lah sebab-sebab tertentu . Besok aku paitao dia plak . heeeeh . Joke ! eey ! Aku single tak susah kan saper2 pe . Tak semestinye aku single aku kena mingle dengan orang lah dehy . Tuesday, July 20, 2010  So there's nothing much in school . I felt regret of going to school but if i don't go i wont get to snap pictures with my handsome & pretty friends . -.- hahah ~ most of the pic are with sumi , naaf'iah and fera . Pictures are on my Facebook . Owwh , don't bother to take a look . It's ugly , i mean my face in those pictures are fucking ugly . ewww ~ i damn fat sia . Fatso ! Thanks :) hahahah takecare , i'm dead lazy to post today . hahaha Monday, July 19, 2010  Ohh shit , i hate to know this man . It's freaking irritating . I don't know what were you thinking about me . What did you see in me till you like fucking obsessed . I'm not saying that i'm famous just that i hate it when you tell people around you that you in love with me . Fuck you ! isshx , tatawu malu ey ? Irritating uh ey . It's very ! Tapi tk perlu lah kan nk bilang orang . Cheeeebyee ! Thanks to you that my classmate keep asking me and how about you tell your friend not to text me asking about you . I have no time to entertain those shit ! wheee ! well , THANK YOU SO MUCH btwbtw , i'm not pretty ok ! Pisaaaaang ! Thursday, July 15, 2010  FLU OH FLU GO AWAAAAAAY ! My hand hurts alot , thanks to that VOLLEY BALL . It's freaking pain . NO PAIN NO FUN . But it's freaking painful . But i still wan'na play it next week . Hahaha ! I don't care if it's gon'na hurt me again , as it's fucking fun n funny . wheeee ! i loike (: Well , school was awesome . But i'm having flu and it's frigging irritating ! My running nose seem endless . Today *i laugh my ass off . LOL ! I had a awesome classmate , irritating ones but they totally rock my whole life in school . Chey , proud uh ? Ass you ! hahah ~ awesome girlfriends with me too . hahaha ! First period was CME , Zainah lesson . What do you all expect . My classmate will nvr keep their mouth shut during her lesson as she's freaking boriiiing (: Oppps ! I enjoyed talking to my new classmate from KOREA . She's pretty awesome . I love her already . hahah , she's friendly too . But that " GORRILLA trying to snatch her from me . Pissed off with that Gorrilla . But my classmate was like **** told the korean girl about that Gorrilla . hahahah ! Bad - very bad :) After CME , was malay . Zainah lesson too , thanks god there's no lesson as we have to do test , if not byebye - i'm going to sleep in her class . wheee ! After malay , followed by recess . Haha , don't expect me to eat during recess . Don't ask me why , as i have no answer for that . And ohhh , talking about recess , mum lectured me ytd . Like 1hr+ lecture . -.- Isshx , she was talking about my health . As i've not been eating well this past few month . Mum , how do u expect me to answer as i have no answer for that . I have no mood to eat , i'm not hungry so i don't eat . Simple to understand mummy (: I have no freaking idea how mum knows that i have not been eating during recess . Someone stalk me ey ? Mum has someone to spy on me -.- grrrr So , i lied to her that i ate today . hahaha ! Keep your secret between me , internet and yourself . Don't spread ! Hahaha . Back to the point , after recess , it was Chemistry . The ENJOYABLE lesson this term . hahaha ! Ohhh , i'm so noisy . It's between those people who sat surrounding me during Chemistry . Hahah , we draw on the table . Funny thing ! You cannot know . Go check it out . heeh . And during the middle of the lesson , i disturbed people . hahah :/ My classmate knows about it . hahah ~ sorry GORRILLA . Actually it was a dare from my dearest Fera . hahah ^^ next lesson was Physic . FREAKING HOT SIA ! PANAAAS GILA , i'm MELTING . So i decided to sat under the fan along with Dariana . Haha - haha ! And oppps , i broke a fan . Not my fault , it's already rusty lah . Physic teacher knew about it . Haha , but still he's awesome than Liew . heeh ! Next lesson was english . That Korean teacher teach us . Freaking boriiing . Opss , i fall asleep while she's teaching . I can say half the class , fall asleep . How do you expect us to listen to her lesson , we don't understand her . Really ! WHO DOESN'T KNOW WHAT IS SIBLING ? MUST SHE EXPLAINED THE MEANING TO US ? grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ...... Thanks god it was only 1hour lesson . Fheeeeewww . and school ended . Went to Staffroom to pass something . Then off to Canteen . Slack for 15min and off we go to bubble tea . Another idiot ! Ohhh you , primary what uh ? SHUT UP LAH . We were sitting and eating and there's this boy talk like nobody business . TALK LOUDLY . And i was like , gon'na be deaf and asked him to low down is voice . And you know what he asnwered " shut up uh ! mind your own business " And i said " excuse me ! this is public . Mind you ? " And he say " then why you all sitting here ? Public also what " I replied " this table belongs here , there's chair for people to sit . " And he keep argueing . Itating idiot ! I was told by his friend that he was in primary 5 and his name was "KUMAR" . Issshx ! Screw youu ! Then , yuni and kin off for their band as darina off to school to meet shakila . As for me n fera , off to bedok library . Read books and off home sweet home . Now , i'm rotting . But thanks those people who entertaining me right now . hahaha ^^ . takecare pretty girls and hot boys ! Labels: i'm having fluuuuu (: Tuesday, July 13, 2010  How should i elaborate ey ? Well , talk about schools first . Haha haha , hate to say this but school are awesome boriiiiiing -.-" Get it ? Thanks those fucker who make it boring . Wheee ~ i was hyper active SUPER HYPER in the morning . The parade square are all mine . hahah , sat beside Sumismy talk shit together with her. She follow my flow . haha ~ tapi gereeeeek . We talk about people . Enemies . hahah chehy , naaah . Then off to class . Social Studies , i'm not that noisy . hahha , i do talk to TFL buddy from hong kong . Haha , i think she's awesome . haha . After SS lesson it was fucking bored ! I half dead ready for all lesson after SS . Thanks people who make me laugh but your joke smua tk kelakar dehy . hahah , perangai babi sak humairah . wheeeeeeee ! :D But'but thanks to " insert name " who text me all the way till my school end . Haha , good thing there's you around . hahah ! ty ty ~ Fera didn't came to school . No wonder mendaq . Sumpah mendaq nk mampus . Class jadi Heaven . AKU SENYAP . haaha . SKIP alright . After school went off with Sumi as they have band . Sumi waited for me . Hahah , thanks beb (: Then we wanted to eat so off to KFC . Supposely meet Fera but she's not well . I taknk kacau ! heeeh . Haha , was chit chatting with sumismy as well we were eating . And that moment we were gossip-ing about boys girls relationship . hahah , and there's one guy actually pakcik uh were sitting beside our tables . After we stop for a minute , he look at us and we stared at him and he say to me " i love ur eyes " and i was " sumi , apa nie ? " ohh terima kasih cik " hahaha then he puji sumi turn . hahaha ~ he was talking about my future as well as sumi's future . He told us about getting a boyfriend . As in , method uh . hahaha ~ i stone for awhile and after listening to his craps , i guess what he told us was the fact actually . And the thing which amazed us was he tells us about our characters . and we were like " yes , that's me " Sumi told me mayb he was a fortune teller . i was like sotong uh answer sumi . Ah mayb ah . hahah ' then he told us to have our dreams and to study well smua . He told us his stories and told us smtg which i cann't really remember . Or mayb i dont know how to put it into a sentence . Nvm . I wanted to tell you more about it but i felt toooooooo lazy . Sorry . next time . Fera , get well soon baby ! Monday, July 12, 2010  Wooo-hooooo ! Well , i'm tired , i'm sleepy , i'm happy , i'm sad , i'm bored , i'm everything . Hahahahahahaaa ~ Thanks World Cup for wasting my sleeping time . Should listen to those people who told me don't waste my time watching as SPAIN gon'na win . Iiiiiiidiot . Nevermind , it's just a match -.-" Well , i'm still proud for my David Villa . As i'm here very dissapointed wtih Holland player . K'kay , Can go back ready uh you all . hahaha ~ I slept at 11pm yesterday and woke up again at 2.30am to watch World Cup . Was hopping it's gon'na be my final awesome match . But both team dissapoint me . Too many reason for me to elaborate here . ~ wheee ! I didn't touch my hp from 2.30 till 5am . As no one can disturbed my "AWESOME MATCH " haha ! But receive msg from 8 people saying Spain won . Like " oh whatevr " haha . Congrats ey . First msg was from Izzati Nadiah . She text me saying " Buto uh maii , spain angkat ! " hahah and i was like " sotong " =.=' haha . Second msg was from Haikal . It was long msg so i won't type it out here . Well haikal , you're right . Congrats . haaahaa . I slept straight away after the match . Match ends at 5am -.- and i woke up again at 5.45am . Supposely i have to woke up at 5.15am . But was to lazy n tired too . haha ~ atleast i went to school -.- I swear i was like a " zombie " man . heh , i like lost nowhere . Thanks god that TFL going school with me . If not , i paisey . hahah . Reach school , SAYA KENA KACAU . Tibe2 brazil . hahaha ~ fuck you , i said about brazil da lama sehy . Brazil pun da balik kampong cik oi . hahaha , lain kali , dgr betol2 . heeeh :) Guess what , i dozed off in class . hahaha , chemistry lesson was awesome . Awesome ! hahaha , i love it . hahaha , it was kecoh but funny still hahaha :) WORLD CUP DAH GAME OVER ! (: yeay ! ATLEAST GERMANY 3RD EY . HOLLAND 2ND ;p wheee ~ tc FERA GET WELL SOON . JUMPA AWAK ESOK (: Sunday, July 11, 2010 yeay ! Dad let me watch World Cup Final tmr morning . Wth is the game start at 2.30am ? Edddiot . Skolah oi esok . I swear tmr i will be like a Zombie . Confirm cute ? Fuck you Humairah ! hahahha :p Perasaan benar . K'kay , Me n Izzati plan ready . You all cnnt know . chehy ! I got the feeling2 yg Spain will win afterall -.- idiot ! Spain win due to luck . OK ? Luck aje , so kalau menang tkmu lah kembang . Support Holland horr . Actually dad dont let me watch due tmr will be going to SCHOOL . Screw that school lah ! But who cares kan ? I like beg dad just like a beggar . Atlast he gave me Greenlight to watch . Wheee ~ thank you thank you . We will see who win . hahah , i shall not say who win later i PAISEY uh . hahah , Tapi i support Holland uh . So tkmu paksa saya support SPAIN . heeh and'and dad n borther supporting Spain as i'm here supporting Holland . hahaha ~ tapi kan spain ada matair i tau . hahahah ~ fake ! David Villa ~ hahahah CUTE OIIII ! :) Too bad , my heart is still for Holland . hahah ~ well mum is talking about Brazil -.- HELLO , BRAZIL sudah keluar . heeh ~ i'm wearing Spain jearsey while i'm supporting Holland . hahahahahha Friday, July 9, 2010  Well , i'll post a proper post for today . Alright ? (: I'm damn bored . Like ' Freaking bored . But i had a great day today . Well , it's random . Isn't it good to be random . Like you're unique . Chehy , Fake ! hahaha ~ I love Friday (: TGIF . Wheee . School started as per normal but it ended abit earlier than other days . I enjoyed . haha , bluek ! I'm fucking Random . Oh god (: Well , i'm bored . Although i have my "speacial people" who were entertaining me right now , still i'm bored ! -.-' Well , how is my life uh ? Getting better ? Hahahaha , Joking ? Well , is not getting any better but it's getting like 'oh shit , fuck man ! Y'know my reaction when you talk about life . Like -.-' do you really wan'na know . Tell you what , better don't . You will get sick of it . Seriously , no joke in it . Enough of everything ey . I FUCKING don't care . I FUCKING don't bother . I FUCKING don't know . Don't ask why . I just sick of everything . EVERYTHING . I guess i make the BIGGEST mistake in my life . I'm sorry if i make those kind of decision . There's a reason behind it . Only for me to know . One day you will know why i make those kind of decision . Yes , you're the sweetest guy , boy , girl in my life . THE SWEETEST . And there's memories about you and me kept to myself . Don't worry , i won't erase it . Well , i should say i still do love you deeply . Deeply . Ok ? There's nothing wrong of being Friends right ? What's the need for us to be In BESTFREIND zone ? Relationship status ? I'm not sure . It's all BULLSHIT . Only words , phrases came out from you mouth but not from your heart . Might as well , don't say it if it's not sincere enough . I don't hate you but i love you . Yes i do , i love EVERYONE that i knew . Not even ONE that i HATE . Yeay , there is but i'm TOO lazy to Hate them , her , he . All i love . Okey ? I'm sorry Wednesday, July 7, 2010  Today aderh soccer match . Gerek punya :) Germany & Spain . But it's 2.30am Game . Idiot kan ! How do u expect me to watch ? Tmr skolah . Isshx , sayer nk tengok ! -.-' Support Germany okey ? heeeh :) Lose or win ~ it's just a game But I still on Germany . heeeeh ! ALL THE BEST FOR BOTH TEAM . :) Tuesday, July 6, 2010  SAYER SAKIT . Flu , Fever , everything . So don't expect me to like reply your msg that fast or even on time or even reply . -.- Cause , i'm very sick to do so . And stop calling me if i don't reply . thanks ! It seem alot of people are sick these days . Him , her , them ! Feeqa : get well soon baby :) Said : Cepat sembuh eyyy awak ! k'kay , i don't know if i'm going to school or not tmr . But should be going cause i have to hand in alot of things tmr . Irritating -.- ! Byebye oh yeay , besok ada PAL eyy ? PAL apa uh ? Apa topic ? Apa subject ? Saya tatawu :p Friday, July 2, 2010  I'd like to be a princess on a throne . To have a country i can call my own . I'm broken like a promise . I'm shattered like a dream . I'm broken with all my pieces scattered round for you to see . I'm broken like record (: Love is not about finding the right person , but creating a right relationship . It's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end . I learnt something ! Never question if you are in love or not because if you were , you wouldn't need to ask . When you love someone you pick up the little things and magically turn them into something special . The first thing i think i need to realize is that there are many different types of loves . Love can be expressed in a myriad of different methods , but the most timeless and most treasured will always remain the classic love letter . Thursday, July 1, 2010  Humyraah happy sangat . Tatawu asl . heeeh kay bye :D |
