' Saaaaaaaaaap people on earth :] School was great . Espeacially with my classmates . Hahhaha , i had the most exciting lesson today . As in , today it's great . All the teachers are weird but funny . As for me , i scared my classmate with my " Imaginary friend " . Walaney , i tell you all the truth y'know , but you all don't want to believe . hahahha , what's the point man . haha ! Ok , let me introduce you my imaginary friend ok , her name is " mira " . She is 15 , same age as me . hahahha , joker uh you humairah ! Fake only .
Like duhh , she's female . Can you read her name . Mira is obviously girl right ? haha , I guess my classmate are mad at me . *sigh * ! They say , i " gila " waaah , bad ah you all . Is good to have Imaginary friend laah . Let me tell you uh , my friend doesn't exist in this world . Like duhhh , " IMAGINARY " So yea , buat pe nk takot kan ? haha . Fera get irritated my me , coz i keep asking "Mira" to disturb her.  hahah ,
andand , my classmate are very bad yknow , then wanted to kill Mira . It's ok , i will take good care of Mira. Omg , aku dah mcm org gila sey . haha ! Shabeena , promise me u will take good care of mira too ay . haha
During Chemistry , i went for Health checkup . Y'know what shabeena told me that Mira bite her . hahah non-sence . haha . Then Fera say Mira stole her food . Kecian lapar . haha !
Ok i shall stop . hahah , it's scary , i know . But don't be scared once again " IMAGINARY " ! what do u expect ? haha '' chemistry was fun . Cikgu tk senonoh . steam je tahu :}

tc

1. I'm confused
2. I'm guilty


I just don't know why they are back in my life . Are they gonna hurt my feelings again if i were give them a chances ? Like what i've said before i don't wanna repeat the same old mistake i did before . I don't want to show them how weak I am when it comes to hear those reason they gave just to have me back in their life . In life , its hard to make a decision . Especially when it comes to relationship . I don't know what else to say when it comes to you guys asking me the same question again and again . I don't want to mention names here . Boys come and go like scissors .


I swear i hate to say this , " i hate you ". I'm sorry . I don't know why i hate you . Whereas it's not a major big problem . Mayb just a small problem makes me hate you alot . So yea , hate it or like it , bear with me .
Urm , i guess sooner or later you will know who i hate the most . Once i start to hate , it will take me some time to like you again . Don't expect me to regard you as what so evr . Cause that will be in your DREAM asshole . I don't want to mention names here . Ha-ha ! But whatevr it is , who cares right ? I hate i love , ahh that's my problem afterall . fucker :]'





" i had a mood swing this past few days " / Thanks to that fucker !

Finally i understand what is the meaning of love . Did i ?
Ok , my love story will stop here . Cause i have better things to do .
Like duhhh !
hmm , skip the love story . err .
imissschool ? are u kidding me humairah ?
No , im not . I just miss it . haha , weird .
yesterday , malay oral . ohh , i can do it . haha  ! fake laugh !

today , report to bedok resevoir .
Cross country . Meet classmate's
hmm , took 168 there .
run run , fucking tired . almost fainted . gaaah ! humairah , losser sia . haha !
hmm , overall alpine win . so yea , congrats . i'm alpine . haha

ok , done . dull post for today
tc

Okey i'm moving on with my life . No boyfriend & No problem larh sey . Simple !
I'm not going to wait and wait like stupid girl , right ? Grrr , humairah humairah , mcm tkder life sey .
But i cannot promise if im back to the old humairah . so yea , bear with me . And don't force me to change .
Bcause it's my choice if i want or i dont . thank you .
No matter what , studies come first . Relationship comes after that . ok ?
I'm not in the good mood today .
Something pissed me off . Like what Phir wrote in his FB and also something about friendship .
i would like to say sorry to Fera if i said those thing to myself . I try to be strong okay . ?
But i cannot promise that i will . sorry !

Today school , Term 2 ! Had a boring lesson . PE was tiring , im half died !
Dariana , hope u recover :]'
lesson was boriiiing today . Almost feel asleep . heh ^^
but try to wake myself up . Hoooraaay !

okey , need to get ALL my homework done . takecare :)'






PHIR , im upset with you .

Labels: music speaks, when words fail

' Just when you think that LOVE will never find you , you run away but still it's right behind you ,
  Oh it's just something that we can't control .

' If i could write a book , all the chapters would be the same bcause my life keeps repeating
  the same SHIT all over again .

; i'm afraid to in love again -.-'

Saaaaap pretty ladies and hot guys out there :]'

' All i had today was maths remedial as usual . Starts at 8am but me , fera n dariana came late . Yea my fault , ey no the bus was freaking slow . Wish i could scold that bus driver . Chey , no joking only . He just doing his job right ? heeehees , Umm , i have to admit that today i didnt put 100% attention during maths . Heheeh , something distract me in my mind . Not sure what it is . ^^ hehehes , but atleast i can do urh . Okey i was impress with myself  yknow , i did alot of improvement in maths . Told you , when you put your heart and soul in it , for sure you can make it ! :]' Thanks Ms Goh to help me out in maths . I guess this was the second time she praise me in maths . 2 years of teaching , only 2 times she praise me . Haahahaas , surprising . haha , i'm just proud of myself . Will work hard in other subject too . For sure i will !



Urmm , i was surprise to see how guys react this days . I was bloghopping and when into this blog which i dont know who is he . I was shock to read all his post . I guess this days , people are desperate to get girlf / boyf . One of his post that make me shock was when he said * i really want her in my life , although i dont really know her well . But the starting when i saw her picture , she was my dream girl . I need her in my life . i love her . i admire her alot . please , break with your boyf and be with me . *
Can you believe that ? He said that in his blog and public read it . Was he so desperate ? Kinda obssesed with that girl is it ? The phrase that shock me was when he said * break with your boyf and be with me *
Till now , i keep asking myself about this guy . Is he out of his mind saying that ?
Gaaah , saaaap with his brain man ?! If he admire that girl alot , he still c'nnt beg that girl to break with his boyf and be with him . If that girl , really break with his boyf just bcause of this guy who admire him i could say that girl is out of her mind too !


TAKECARE :D

                                                 Everyone wants love not a revenge . Right ?

Life ? Do i look like i carry a good life along with me ? The answer is NO !
For now , i know it's freaking hurt . But i dont know how to express it .
What is the meaning of love ? What exactly is that ? What exactly we should do ?
Please , someone tell me ! I c'nnt keep it any longer . I do look like i'm happy but deep inside , it's freaking hurt . The pain ! I'm sorry , i need to let go everything here . My blog . My story
Yea , i don't know how long i could keep it from you people . As i know , one day you will know about it . So here i am today to tell you . I'm sorry , didn't i told u , one day u will know what's going on with me and what's going on deep in my heart . All i know , it's full of sickness . Pain which i carry along wherever i go .
Hmm , yes it's true that i still do have feelings towards him . But the feeling doesn't mean i want him back with me . It's just a memories which i c'nnt forget that easy . So bear with me , if i look at both of you in a weird looking . I know , you would say like what sia look look . And u thing i'm unhappy with you . Please don't get me wrong . I have no motive behind me . I'm looking at you couple bcause i dont feel that love i get from him . Yea , mayb it's my mistake who doesn't know how to treat a boyf . But , i dont like to compare ! And no one like to compare too ! Yea , me n him are over . We're not in any relationship anymore as he is attch to my own bestf . But ofcourse feelings towards him is a yes . But i dont have this mind set of getting him back . NO , I swear ! I'm not the type of ghurl who want to fight with her own bestf just bcause of a guy . Trust me . I love Qeen more then him ( my ex ) And yes , i'm sorry qeen for being apart from you . Idk why that happen to us . Mayb i being apart with u bcause i want to forget about him . Mayb , idk too .
I've been thinking of this past few days . I'm sorry once again . What happen at the canteen today , put it behind us . okehy ?

Hayat , idk what to say . You express your feelings towards me . And u want me back . right ? But why ? Do u have the reason why should i get back with you ? Do you really change ? If i accept u again , what if u repeat the same mistake again ? It's hard to accept you . I know , u're trying ur best to get me back . But now , the thing is , it's hard for me to accept u back in my life . I don't want those problem which we experience it again to happen . Get it ? Yat , it's hurt if that gonna happen to me again . Seriously , it hurts !
So , bear with me please . I really want you to change . please ?

Hidayat , yes it's true i like you . But why must this happen to us ?
why ? why must i the one who always make the first move ?
2 years of waiting . all i know , nothing happen between us . I carry along the pain .

Afiq , i know i hurt you alot . I myself dont get myself right . Seriously , i'm sorry if i cheat your feelings several times . I dont really mean it . How do u expect me to like you if u urself dont show me anything . U just say u like me , but all that comes thru MSG  !

Jazzmi , you love me urh ? No , that's not true . That was only a bet from Hidayat n Hissam , right ?
They bet you to matair with me for 1 month ! WTH ! you think i'm stupid ah ? No , i won't get cheat that easily . Seriously , don't ever say the word i like you / i love you if you don't really mean it . Ty .

Friends , i know i'm being apart from you guys now . mayb , i need sometimes to chill down . thanks

takecare

Ohhh , i love my blog :]
Thanks to my syg , TIKOS . I love her okehy . bluek3
weee , so yea , thanks alot sygggg !

So , i'll just elaborate about yesterday n today alright .
Ohh , yesterday was super borinng , ok shalln't elaborate about it . I just hate alot of teachers this days . hehe
So today , no school but there's Sports day instead . So yea , went to Bedok Stadium larrh .
Went there with Natasha , as we want to set up some cheer thingy . But as we reach there , we didnt do anything . how smart are we urh . We came there , super duper early larh . Guess what , we reach there at 630am . Early urh , thanks to natasha ehy . haha * naaah , it's ok . tkp tkp *
Sports day was fun . As per normal Alpine winning ! haha , chey step ehy . takd lah , actually all houses are good . *10 claps to them* !
sports day ends at 12.30 but we were dismissed at 12.45 . Late urh , aiyooo aiyoo .
then , meet my fhrends . then we proceed to one blok and another blok . hahah , don't ask why .
then we took 222 back to school . Then , i and feeqa syg went to eat at Prata shop . since the rest doesn't want to follow , we went ourselves . sad horh ,  heeeeheees , nvm .
then we proceed to blok 45 to meet the rest . As we were so lazy to walk , we hired taxi . walaney , it's ok 10min walk . haha , now i know , that i n feeqa pemalas . haha
but thanks to the taxi driver , y'know what , he fhorget to on his meter . haha , *laugh*
Then , he charge us $2.80
hahaha , pity him =.='
Then , slack for awhile . hmm , today everyone like super sad . Thanks to irfan who make jokes . haha
and me , keep on laughing non-stop . laughing machine . haha
i dont know why suddenly today i'm super happy during slacking . Is it because of the ________ ?
haha , shalln't mention it . *as per normal , dont be kepo*
hehe
ok , otp with someone now . ok , to the person , stop making me laugh ! grrr , hehe

Takecare :D




To izaah ,
bhy , im sorry if tadi i otp with you and i tk pasl marah you . That time , i was super frustrated . That's why .
Just don't force me anything syg . How many times u want me to repeat this , i dont want to break people relationship . Currently , i'm happy for them . All i hope is they last long . They are super sweet couple .
geddit ? I'm sorry if i talk to you in a harsh way . I love you alot girlf .
I know u're helping me . Yea thanks alot . I'm fine with my life now . And i super like it this way .
hehe , takecare bby

Blog is under construction . hahaha , chey . will update soon :] tc

Sorry for not updating my blog . Was away for camp from wednesday till friday . So that's my excuse .
hmmp will elaborate about camp alright .
i should say night walk was fun . i saw *babi hutan* y'know . haha
camp fire , was also fun !
firstly , i should say camp was fun but very exhausted . B'cause of the weather .
It's super freaking hot there . serious ! till my face now super black . eeeee !
andand , my voice like *guy* already . I lost my voice out of sudden . You see , how bad is the weather . 
Super freaking hot .  
so did i enjoy my camp ? i suppose i dont really enjoy my camp .
Only ibn n feeqa know why . Shalln't tell the public why horh .
Don't need to be kepo if i dont tell you .
hmmp , whatevr it is , my classmate was super supportive , 10 claps to themm .
i love them ! huahauahua ,
ohh , congrats to the winner , ohh , 314 cheer was the best . They should win sia , their cheer was nice to hear . But it's over , so no point of saying .
My class didnt win for the cheer , but we win for the kayaking thingy .
But , we come to camp , not because of winning , we come to camp , to learn . So , we are not jealous of the other class whereas we are proud .
hmmp , ok that's all .


Btwbtw , elly newborn sister is super duper cute like her !
i miss elly n naz sia ! huahuahua , meet you soon !

Monday : S'PORE FLYER .

ENJOY PICTURE !


tuesday : Science Center

Enjoyyyyy !