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Wednesday, June 30, 2010  Hahahaha , kiwak sungguh mepek uh korang . Nie lah zaman sekarang , da BREAK then gadoh , maki , kutuk , macam macam uh . hahah , korang buat lawak uh . At first sayang , da break goyang ? Maksud apa sey korang ? Korang maki dapat apa ? Dapat duit ? Dapat harta ? Tak kan , stakat lepaskan geram aje pe . Akal letak mana ? Pantat ? No offence uh , tapi otak mana sey , da break means da break uh . Korang nk ungkit pun tk guna pe . Beh apa , jatuh kan maruah pompan . Siol aje , fikir uh , korang laki dia pompan beh korang gini macam . Korang dayus pe ? Issshx , apa nk jadi . Macam apa sey maki pompan kutuk pompan ? Sukahati dia uh nak break ke tak . Nk flirt ke tk . Nak main timer ke apa , suka hati dia uh . Memang aku tahu kau geram tapi tetap tkd sebeb nye kau nk maki dia up n down . Aiyaaaa ~ aku tk nk letak nama ey kat sini . Tapi go think for urself you tell ur friends about her attitude till your friends hate her very much pun tk guna . Grr ~ saper2 yg percaya dia , memang dasar slenge . kau percaya dia ? lawak uh kau ! kay bye , HUMAIRAH FAMOUS SIA . 10 ORG LAYAN HUMAIRAH KAT MSN . ahahahha tatawu malu :p hahahah , jk only . Qeen : i more buruk slenge :p Tuesday, June 29, 2010  Start my day with a bad pain . Jantung aku sakit dari tadi pagi ! I'm totally pissed off with everything without any reason . I have no idea what exactly is my feelings . Sad , mad , happy , angry ? Oh shit , i don't know what happen to me ! My mind are totally blank . A few minutes , i will smile , laugh and a few minutes i will keep myself silent n moody . I felt that i wanted to scold everyone surrounding me . Oh humairah ! Well , school was actually good for today but i'm the one who make my day sucks . It just like a snap and my mood will change . And i'm aware that i'm being so sarcastic today . I also aware that when my friends were talking to me , i were like " oh whatever " I'm sorry guys , I don't mean it . I'm not in a good mood actually although you see me smile & laugh . It's all drama ~ it's all a act . But deep inside , i'm crying still . All i know i don't give a fucking care about anything . I don't care about people & things that happen surrounding me . Oh , i hate it this way ~ the way i act , the way i talk , the way i write and everything . Change me ! I know you can't but i can . Friends , btw i didn't change at all ~ not even a bit . Just that too much problems are in my mind , head , brain . It's wondering all over my mind . I really need time to forget all the pain i gone thru . I know you guys hate the way i act now as in ytd and today . I know , it's obvious enough as i hate it too . Alot than you . But please , understand me for once . I need to get rid or everything . Him , them , her . Everything . Monday, June 28, 2010  I made the most of what comes and the least of what goes . I'm not supposed to love you , i'm not supposed to care , i'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there . I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you're doing , but i can't help it , cause i'm in love with you . Pain is inevitable . Suffering is optional . Those who do not know how to weep with their whole heart do not know how to laugh either ! Always do what is right . I'm scared of everything . I'm scared of who i am , what i saw , what i did . If you're going to make me cry , at least be there to wipe away the tears not walk away . Everyone tells me i should forget about you , you don't deserve me . That's right ! You don't deserve me , but i deserve you . Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew . Love unreturned is just like a question without an anwser . Thanks alot , u break my heart into pieces without saying a word . idk , but thanks for entertaining me this past few months or weeks . thanks :)  Yo people on earth . I don't want to talk how's my school today . Mayb i will elaborate it . It's all depends on me and not you . I started my day by waking up early in the morning . Who th hell likes it ? Not even you right ? And i wake up at 5.20am . I need more sleep before going to school :( Haissh ~ well i reach school late . As usual due to bus 222 . Thanks to that bus . Totally idiot lah . My parents got a msg from the school saying that i didn't attend to school . Wth , then where else did i go ? Cabot ? I won't lah idiot . What make you think that i will skip school ? Haiyaaah , No System . I hate it ! We wasn't inform that we suppose to take our attendance by using that Biometric thingy and my parents were given a msg that i didn't attend to school . Thanks to you , that i get scolded ! Fuck ! totally i'm super mad sia . Even most of friends parents got a msg saying that WE didn't attend to SCHOOL . Like excuse me , can u like inform us earlier ? Wth , i did nothing and i get scolded . aiyaaaa , you totally -.- screw youuu Guess what , first day of school and my lesson end at 3pm . Cool uh ? -.- First period was her period . Damn , she make me doze off :) But thank you so much . heheheh :p Followed by History , talk alot sia humairah during that lesson . Like i talk crap all th way . And even i talk alone :p heheh , thanks shikin and khairul for entertaining my nonsence . Ohh , i don't expect how sweet was my History teacher . He actually asked whose b'day falls on June and my fellow friends were pointing finger on me . -.- thanks . So i have to stand up and they sang Me , Phir , Fiona b'day song . Sweet uh , and he gave us mentos . hahah , but khairul rashidi took all 3 of them -.- i don't mind . Then nvr say thank you . tsk ! Followed by Recess . Kkay , this time i'm totally awake from my dreamland . As i talk alot and i was very very Hyper . then f&n , shalln't elaborate but it goes well :) Chemistry was 50-50 but still i doze off . heeeh , and maths , i concentrate ey . heeeh ! Semangat siket :p and off to Lgs with friends and off home with liana . Saw daddy :) he make face at me . Idiot :p Ooooh , i wan'na thanks mummy for buying me that watch . heheh , it's my belated birthday present from mummy . i love it so much and i love you too :) how sweet is your daughter ? heeeeh :p awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww , i don't know how am i suppose to tell you about my feelings towards you . The first time i met you , i felt like you're the one but i'm not sure . Till now my answer to that question was still not that sure . I don't know what's my feelings towards you . Like , love , crush , admire ? It's all over my mind . I just don't know how to make up my mind . Just that i don't want to make the same mistake again . Again and Again it's totally sucks . It ruin my life , my hope . I don't know why you don't let me talk about it . You seem don't care about it . What am i suppose to do ? I penned down my feelings everywhere , my phone , paper , my blogs . Everywhere . I let go my feelings n thoughts about you even to my friends . All they do is gave me support . thanks . Even my bestfiriend ' ibn ' and girlfriends knew about it . Been thinking about you all day n night . But it seem i also cann't make up my mind . i wanna stop in love and concentrate more on my studies . Studies is all about my future . Sunday, June 27, 2010                 See those pic , i love it . It's awesome . I miss Tioman alot ready . Totally miss it . Friday, June 25, 2010  I wanna thanks you guys for all the wishes and gifts . I love you guys <3 I really had a good time with my cousins and family . They totally make my day :D Awesome , i love you all alot , forever will . Thanks to those people who actually wish me . And , i really really happy . I don't expect he wish me :) But he's the one who wish me the first one . Ohhh , i melt . haha His message was the sweetest among the other guys . hahah But All the wishes i received was sweet actually . I melt i melt :) My biggest present was from Syafika Yusuf . Me , her only know about it . Ily lil girl :) My sexy bicth :] I REALLY ENOJOYED ! c: Thanks for the charm bracelet , beg , wallet , dress :) And daddy getting me that watch :) aww , i loike it ! Thank You so much , Kak Idah n Kak Ulfah :) thanks for the gifts . ily two . totally love you two . heh :) Thursday, June 24, 2010  Don't wanna end up in your rear view . I love Elly aloooooooooot :) ! And she love me too . Tak cayer sudah . Cause she told me . Heeeh :D Just came back home ~ met Elly . So sweet of her . She asked me out just to get my Birthday Present . Sweet kan ? Yea it's not my Birthday today but she bought it as an Advanced Birthday gift . Aww , i melt ! hehe , thanks baby :) I love you <3 She even told me that she gonna be the first one Wishing me Happy Birthday at 12am . Hahahah, mcm paham . Check check , tengah tido . Hahaha ~ confident benar plak tuh . hahah , cute siol kau Elly ! hahaha :) I miss her adik very much . Her adik very cute , fine elly more cuter -.- hehehehe :) i still love both of youu ! heh :D Currently argueing with Mr Fiqqy about one of the song . hahaha , fine i give him a way to win . Whatever that make you happy boy :) heheheh And thanks to my cousin who wish me Happy Advanced Birthday :) I appreciate it alot . heheheheh :) Wishes is more meaningful . I miss you cousin . Meet you on Sunday . Wooow , atlast ey we will meet . hahahaha ! I've been waiting . Kak Idah , it's okey if you cann't make it to Celebrate my Birthday tomorrow . I understand . Your work is much more important my dear sister . Don't need to worry . heheh , we can meet up again soon . And there's no need for you to buy me Present . heh , i love you alot ! Syafika , Cheer up . Mayb i'm the last one to know what happen between you n him . Ketinggalan lah katakan . heheh , i'm here fo you . So as Haikal . We love you my dear sister . Don't be sad okey . I'm always here for you to share your joy and tears . See ya soon hunney :) Wednesday, June 23, 2010 i'm happy for no reason . How crazy is that . wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D i'm still in my own world so dont talk about schools with me ah yea . byeyebye i miss everybody . Monday, June 21, 2010 It's 22th June not 21st June . Sorry ! Hey soul sister :) hahah , that song stuck in my head this few days . hahah ! Been going out this days . Or i can say this whole June Holiday :] So how about today i stay at home . ~ whee , great ! I wanna finish up my homework by today . Okay Fera ? hahah , or we do it another way . As in , don't need to do . hahah , naaah i was just joking . hahah ! Humairah goodgirl . Oh fuck , perasaan benar :p Yesterday went out . Meet cousins at Orchard then headed to Ion . Look for stuff and off to Far east . Ate there . Bought things there . Thanks for the treat sister :) Saw Fiq at Far East . heh , he was running idk why . But at that time we were texting and he didn't saw me there . Buta :D haha m i got to know that he was running because he was looking for his lost friend . haha , how cute is that ? Macm budak kecik betol . haha ! He made me jealous by telling me about " Karate kid " and i made him jealous by talking about " toy story 3 " Kan cute tgk cite tuuu . hahah ~ loser ! * But i still wanna watch " Karate Kid " . Anyone ? Toy Story 3 3D was awesome . I rate it 5/5 . The story was perfect and cute . hahah ! Wanna watch it again . hahah . We watch at Ehub and taxi home to cousin home and dad fetch me n brother at cousin home . Reach home midnight and took my shower and off to dreamland :) Seriously i have no time to argue with you again . Just with a simple story ? Fuck up ay . I don't bother what you wanna do . Just that don't update with me on anything . Because whatevr you told me , it make me pissed off with you . They reason why i didn't text you or even bother to reply your msg is because i guess ur words are all over the world . I just get pissed off and don't bother to entertain you asshole . You call yourself my bestfriend . Ey boy , how about dick up all the shit off and go . Whatevr you say uh . Don't bother to text me alot of time . Even if you text me 100 times in my dream i will entertain you . Get it ? You think what you said or what you have done . Fuck those thing up . Thanks . She's only a few years older than i am and she dresses like a stripper . It makes me sick every time i saw her . It's like she doesn't know how to act around me . One minute she tries to give me advice like she's my mom , and the next minute she trying to be my best friend . " I hate her " . Skolah nak dekat -.- issshx Sunday, June 20, 2010  I'm back ~ and i miss Tioman already . It was freaking awesome . It was fun . I cannt really elaborate much as it was fun ! The place has really changed since the last time i was there . Mayb it was because it has been 6 years since i went there . What do you expect ? But sadly i didn't went up to the Jetty due to some problems with the jetty . It's not stable enough due to last year incident that i oever heard . The best part was went the second day we went out to the another island . Like Monkey Bay , Coral island , and few more which i cannt remember the place . Monkey Bay was the best afterall . Due to lesser people . Or i can say no one was there . Only us . hahah , how cool is that ? Uncle and brother were fishing there as me , dad , kak idah , kak ulfah go to swim . It was super fun . Then brother came over to swim as well . The sea was not that deep but still i cannt step lah . hahah . Feed the fish there and caught it too . hahah . Then we tried to jump over the sea . Pretty much awesome . haha . Then we went to Coral island . Damn , this time i must say coral island was pretty deep . Saw Nemo too . The white and orange fish . Remember finding nemo ? hahaha . Random ~ brother went swimming the whole island with the person who brought us over there . Supposely , me , dad , kak idah and kak ulfah followed too . But we cannt swim due to the wave . The current was too strong till we cannot move . " Sad " but had fun too . I have nothing else to elaborate bcause i totally had fun . i totally miss that place . grr ~ miss it much . love it much . wheeee ! pictures will be upload soon here or fb . ty Tuesday, June 15, 2010  Just came back home from shop with mummy . Bought food so we can bring over to Tioman this Thursday . And now Staring into space . Staring into this screen doing nothing . People keep chatting with me all i replied was "ah" apa yang aku "ah" pun aku tatawu . I dying of boredom ! Dying , get it ? Issshx , i on off this comp for like few time and ended up doing the same thing . See how bored i can be . Like super bored doing nothing . Issshx , give me something to do exclude packing up my bag or cleaning up my messy room . Thanks . Mum keep asking me to keep my room clean . Like super clean without any dirts around . How is that possible . Rambut aku da gugur ! hahaha . God willing tmr i will stay at home cleaning the whole house . How about that ? Can ? how good am i ? Super good girl . Oh shut up Humairah . I don't i wanna bring over to Tioman . Kalau boleh satu rumah aku bawak . Tapi tk buley kan . hahaha , guess what . I bring loads of things . Like i wanna pindah aje . hahaha . Mum say " tak ya lawa lawa kat sana . Mat sana tk nk tengok " . hahah ! tak perlu ey my mum . Apa aje , gi sana bukan nk tgk mat or minah ey . Gi sana nak enjoy . You know what is enjoy . :) And i make a deal with dad . Dad say if i wanna go under th water i must use life jacket bcause aku slalu kena " simpul biawak " . Issshx irritating benar . So , i just say yes to dad but knowing nothing -.- hahah ! Confirm kat sana aku tak pakai . Sp yea , ah'ah kan aje lah . Kay my brother is so annoying . His dancing infront of me . Idk why ~ tak betol punya abang . tadi marah aku beh skrg joget depan aku . Issshx . Takp aku layan kan aje . So nanti aku dpt pakai dia punya barang . ~ wheee , haha ! Bukan pencuri tapi peminjam . hahah . Currently chatting with Ibn . I swear i dont know what th hell is he talking about . I swear . Aku ah'ah kan je smua. hahahah . sorry ey babe . Me mls nk baca . hahaha ! Too long to read . -.-"I think i gonna doze off really soon today . As i slept late ytd . But i wanna watch soccer too . Alermak ! Tahan mata uh . heh . Btw tak salah kan pompan tgk bola . Kan gerek . Drg tendeng . Beh part slow motion , mangkok ! sumpah kekek ! hahahah , muka , hahahaha ! Mcm nk berak aje ~ kelakar sungguh . Tak cayer korang gi tgk game smlm . hahaha ! Sumpah kekek . hahah , tk tipu tk bedek . hahah btw tadi ptg aku ketawa mcm org gila . hahaha , thanks to that boy/girl who text me till i went in and out to the toilet to pee . Kencing jugak aku mlm niey . hahah . *laughing ! kay stop ! hahahah , sumpah kekek ! later i post our conversation kat blog kay . God willing . :) ahahahahah ! Mlm nie kau tkmu text aku ey . Nanty kau berbual mepek lagi . and later aku kencing kat katil plak this time . hahahah ! kay tc Monday, June 14, 2010 Ohhh . It's 2am+ and I'm not sleeping . Issshx , i waiting to watch football world cup . Sorry ibn and azlan for not replying ur SMS . O was watching the match uh . Hhahaah sorry Kay . Thanks boy for texting me now . I ask u sleep taknk . Degil ! So don't blame me ey if u tired . He texting me right now and we both talking crap . Hahah . Nehmind . I guess my dearest ibn has gone to sleep as I text him but tk reply -.- nehmind u go sleep Kay . Btw last long w her Beb tkmu Ada conflict lagi Kay . Hahaha . Humairah kena marah cause smua MSG I say tatawu . Pantat , my pasal ah :)then kena marah mcm apa sey . Setakat ey . Gila pe org . Assh ! Mad ay . Oh. Me miss alot of people . Ey elly , me miss u ! Sumpah ! Syafika , me miss u too :) hahaah Kay me wanna layan him . Tc btw my cousin bought me wallet and dress pretty nice . Be jealous :) hahaha , Kay humairah biadap ! Takecare Sunday, June 13, 2010  Missing alot of people nowadays . How sweet is that right ? ~ Wheeeeeeeeeeeeee <3 I have been sleeping very late lately and hearing too muc music nowadays . Due to boredom . School will be open pretty soon . How i wish it could be much longer . Err , i guess 1 month is not enough . * Melampau ey humairah ! Another 3 weeks maybe . hahah , guess what i've not finish my homework . Whenever i wanted to finish up my homework , my mood change . -.-' Whateveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer ! Left 2 more hmwk to go . So yea , there's still much time to finsh it . Well , i make up my mind already . I'm having a date with Dearest Syafika soon okey ? And will be going out with Dearest Elly soon too . Will having a date with my Dearest grilfriends on 16th June . Meet you guys soon . It has been so long since we meet ay . hahaha , feraaaaaaaaaa , yuniiiiiiiiiii , shikiiiiiin me miss you ! hahahha . meet you guys on wednesday . God willing . Will having a date with Cousins on 17th June to 19th June as we will be going across the causeway . Btw i have pack my back ! hahahahaha :) Oh shiiiiiit , i'm craving for ice cream and chocolate . Anyone want to get it for me ? (: nyeeeeeeeheeeeeh ! My Dearest bestfriend is out to Johor with his dad . So , i have no one to text . hahahaha , tkmu kembang :) My Dearest boy is not awake yet . -.-" tido siang bangun lambat . Idiot ! My dearest syafika is nowhere . Text her but no reply . -/- issshx ! Mum cook sweet sour crab . wowwwwwwwww ! yummy . it has been so long since mum cook it . but i cannot eat much crab as i allergic to seafood . pantaaaaaaaaaaaaaat -.-" Nehmind , will eat it secretly . hahaha , kay wanna eat now . tc  Then went to Jusco as Brother wants to go . But we bought nothing . Coz nothing much there . Off to Tesco , parents bought food and lots of things . As me n brother bought lots of foods to bring over to Tioman . hahahah ! banyak sekali . hahah , Oh , andand i should say i bought lots of things uh ytd . haha ! thanks mum & dad . hahah , i guess i actually spent like RM 100+ there . :) heheh ! Few more days off to Tioman . Guess what , i almost finishing packing up my bag . hahaha , so semangat . hahaha ! cnnt wait to go . hahaha , last time i go was when i was Primary 3 . see , how long is that ? 6 years since i step into that Beach. hahaha , meet you there Tioman :) <3 kay , going atuk house . tc Friday, June 11, 2010  Oucccch ! my left hand elbow hurts alot ! sometimes when i hit it , i cann't feel it too . Damn , thanks to that Vehicle for hitting me . Thanks Alot ! Sunday, June 6, 2010  Blogger is late again ! It's Monday not sunday :) Idiotttts ! hahaha Baby Niyaz is here ! Going to flirt w him . hahah boy , be jealous ! :)  ~ i love my people , but i don't love you :p Opsss , coz there's a reason why i don't like you my girlfriend . Takecare , BOOOH : don't talk if u have nothing better to say :] Just came back homeeeeeeeeeee :D Drop dead tired : / but i had funnnnnnnn . Actually naaah , it's normal . haha , followed Mummy n Daddy to Mummy friend wedding at Woodland . Ye lurh , some one as me to go what , coz dpt makan free -.-' . Err , that boy tatawu malu . haha ! But i didn't eat much as i was so full . heeehs , and i go there not because of Free Food . Excuse me ! hah ! Mummy met her friends and after eating , off we go . Parents have no plans and decided to go to Causeway point . Atfirst , i was drop dead lazy to get off th car . Like i wanna stay at th car . But was force to follow -.- But good thing i follow . Cause i'm th one who bought lots and lots of stuff . hahah , thank you mummy n daddy . Mummy bought me dress , shirt , pants and some accecories . And daddy bought me th bag which i really want it from last week . hahaha ! thank you so mucccccch ! haah , i spent alot today . so won't ask them for $ . hahah , unless i wanna buy something . Ohhh , i wanna get that thing before going Tioman . Errr , will save money . Haha , btwbtw yesterday went to Ikea with dearest cousin " kak Idah . Followed her to ikea to buy something for her class . ~ whee , atleast we go for th budget ey . haha , Just right ! hahah , we bought bags to bring along to Tioman . I mean , she bought it for me too . Yea , whenevr i went out w her . I will bring home something . And that's her treat . * Malu ! * hahah ty ty sister :) and also we went to eat at wherever th palce called. And it's her treat again . hahaha , ty ty ! and we had girls talk . I told her everything about my ex and she was shock . hahaha ! and i told her about some idiots . and she hate it too . hahah ! yessss , love her much . and she love me too . cause she said it before :) ahahaha ! Ohh , will be going Tioman on th 18th June . hahaha , Goodbye Singapore eyy . HAHA , i went there for like how many years ago . Really miss that place . Yea , will be going under th water no matter what . hahahah ! mummy don't let due to i always kena ' simpul biawak ' but daddy gave me green light . So yesssss , i'm going to swim . hahaha , but not deep inside . No promise . hahaha , okey , wanna do something else now . takecare Friday, June 4, 2010  it's 5th June ( Saturday ) blogger Error ! sorrrrrry ! Happy Birthday to You Happy Birthday to You Happy Birthday to Ammar :] Happy Birthday to youu ! Thanks for everything ! Thanks for making me laugh w your stupid jokes :) Appreaciate it alot ! Dah 15 ey , da besar ! Study Hard ! Senyum selalu & tkmu nakal nakal ~ Enjoy your holiday & birthday w family and friends ! Have Fun birthday Boy :) And last long with my baby Qeen ! haha , Imiss Qeen De' Queen , Beh asl ey ? Thursday, June 3, 2010     ~ Wheee :p Stop following on whatevr i do . Will you ? Issshx ! TY -.-' Annoying betul lah kau niey . Apa aku ckp , kau ikut . Apa kau bawak , kau bawak . Apa aku buat , kau buat . Da mcm kau niey angjing aku plak . And i don't want you to be my dog . Duuuh , so stop following on whatevr fuck i do . Okeeey ? i'll be happy for that . H a h a h a h a ~ sorry Khairul . hahah ! takmu merajuk uh . Stakat FB je sey . hahah ! tkp tkp , u still th best . Happy skrg ? huahuahua ` ikhlas ey . Fera : 9th June tau . Ingat tau bacn :) Elly : 11th June eyy . Miss you alot . Whee , *malu Opppppps , sorry ey if i didn't reply your msg . Lazy -.-'' ty ty ty ty ty Ohhh , thanks boy . love you much . haha , tonight otp lagi . And tkmu berbual meepeeek lagi . Terima kasih ! Kay bye , mummy suruh offline n kena jaga adik sedara :)  Wednesday, June 2, 2010  PANASSSSSSSSSSSSSS ! |
