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Shaaaa laaaalaaaalaaaa :D

EXAM OHHH EXAM . Stop crawling towards me ! Don't make me over re-act . Like i'm fcuking nervous now . I don't know if i'm ready for it or not . It's like EXAM youknow . Not TEST ! Err , this time it's really hard for me to imagine when i step in examination room . My first expression was " What the hell ? " I saw the papers ! " Err , kay stop Humairah . You're making situation worst than you imagine . All i know is i must not give up no matter what . Trust me , everything will be alright if you put your heart and soul into it . Cey , speaking sia Humairah ! :)

Ohhh , TGIF ! " Thanks God It's Friday ! " hahah , i'm being super restless today . Espeacially during F&N and History . Like want to tape my mouth uh ! ahahah , during f&n me and few of friends had a small arguement with " Matthew " as always there will be arguement between us . You know his attitude , hahaha ! Not even the teachers can take it any longer . Gosssh ! hmm , losser lah youuuuu :)'

Ohh , i'm sick and tired for hearing you calling my names again . Hang on , before i blast out what in my mind . Mind you , you're attached so act like one lah . Don't step in others life and fcuking being KEPO about them .  Don't even try to be busybody lah . You don't want me to hate you right ? Then tell you what , don't act that you really want me to hate you . Geddit ? It's fucking irritating sia ! You better get a new life man ! Be a man not a coward ! I'm going to say this one more time . NO , I DON'T EVEN CARE ABOUT YOU NOW ! So stop entering my life . Thanks  :) Much appreciate . You call me sucker ? You think i even bother to care what the fuck you're typing ? hahah , your old dream lah kan. huhhuhhhuuuuu !
Who i like , who i love , why you care so much uh ? Lalalalalala ,

Hmm , you don't blame me for being apart from you . You think well uh . Why must i always be the one who text you first ? Why cannt u make the first move ? ahhhh , shalaaaaalaaaa too lah kay .


Hmm , ohhhhmyyyyygoddd ! Since he wanna know if i like him , so i did say yes abit . Ohhh shut , what am i going to do now ? He like this girl for 3 years and i dont want to ruin everything up . Ohh , shall i just forget about him and let him be with that girl which was my bestfriend . Wahahahahaha , stress ! -.-'' i dont want to be the third party /:

Finally it's over . Kay , what thing is over ? Hahaha , F.no idea .
Before i start typing nonsense , i would like to apologise to some people .
You know who you are , right ? I don't wish to mention names here . But maybe i will later on .
No worries , No bad comments about you . Okey ?

Okey here you go .........

Once Upon a Time , kay shut up sia ' Humairah . Stop with the craps and get to the point .
Let's begin . hahaa .

I know i didnt update for few days . Don't blame me uh . I'm busy with my school stuff " Study ! -.-
What do you expect then ? Mid Year is crawling towards me and maths is chasing me . Ohhh laalalalala .

Fineeee ! I'll get back to the point . Like i said few times , my blog is for me to express my thought , my feelings and alot of rubbish stuff in my brain .

Okey , serious now !

1 , 2 , 3 . here i go !

Hmm , how am i suppose to begin ey ? Alermak ! Hard for me to start lah . Kay fine , i will start now .
Open your eyes bigbig and read clearly . Sorry for my grammar , spelling mistake .

Okey , firstly , i would like to apologise to Haikal . I know that i made a BIG mistake . But i said to you early on , don't put high hope on me because i don't want to give ANYONE fake love again .

Love is something which i hate the most . Because falling for someone is a big issue . You need to love that particular person with all your heart . And the most important thing is you need to be serious with him/her .
So that's why i told you people don't ever put high hope on me . Yes , you text me and i reply . I reply like your ' girlf  but c'mon it doesn't mean i have the same feeling like you do . Please for god sake , before you love someone . Think twice , are sure you gonna be with her ? Are you serious with her ? And all stuff !
THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IS " Will you treat her well ? "
I'm new me , i don't accept people with just one simple bloody snap ! Like , " will you willing to be my girlf " !  C'mon , that's how you ask for someone ? Ohhh shut , then i should say better don't . Because by just saying that simple phrase , does that shows you really love with that girl / boy ? Are you serious with her / him ? I know you're sick with this message i gave you . Right ?

This how it goes :
" When you said ' I LOVE YOU ' , do you really mean it ? Do you really do ? Do you even know what is love ? Or do you care what the hell is love ? Don't just blast it out whenevr u like . Don't just say it whenevr you feel like saying it !

So yea Haikal , you're such a nice boy . Indeed you have the look some more . So , no point waiting for me right ? Life still have to go on no matter what happen . You have her , and i dont think so when you n me are together , you can forget her easily cause 3 years of waiting for her . Wooow , that's not easy to forget her .
That's why i don't dare to love you . I understand how you feel . And i feel the same way too .

And you know i like this guy for like 2years+ and now it's alr 2 years 3months . Almost 2years 4 month . And same goes to me , i cann't forget him that easily . All this years of liking him , i never fail to think of him .
And my love for him NEVER fade . I know that he don't have the same feelings for him like i do . But i don't go around him and make him irritated . I just act that i don't like him but deep inside , ohhh yes i do ! :)
And you don't expect me to stop loving him . Right ? No way to that ! I will never and no one could stop me to stop loving him . No matter how much he hurt me , afterall i don't give a piece of shit . I don't care cause all i do is i love him . hmm , kay stop . and i don't put high hope on him cause i know it will never happen between me n him . So yea !

Hmm , ohh i'm sick and tired of hearing rumours . And don't you dare to spread it around uh !
Becasue it's rumours lah Pantat . Asshole uh you , you think what i can take it ? You said it's just a joke you think i can take it still ? IF i try telling people the same thing u told people around you , how do you feel uhh ?
GRRRR ! Nak rumours tgk tempat uh . Tamawu shoot je sembarang . Isssh !

Ohhh lalalalla , errr enough blogging and now i'm going to revise my maths . WHAT ? Maths again . AGAIN AND AGAIN . Shiiitx . My brain stuck with numbers around me . hahaha , i need something/someone to cuddle me . Hmmm , my teddy ! hahahahah .

Okey , you there takecare kay . see you soon .






Ohhh , thanks Ibn for cheering me up . hahaah , what a great bestfriend dehy . hahaha ily boy . hahaha
bestfriend only lah sucker --.-- ! Isssssh :)

saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap baby :)

Atlast it's Saturday . No school but i got tons and tons of Homework undone : / * Sickening !
Sadly , today i've to go to school for maths . It's make up lesson . So i went uh . Supposely i've to meet with Fera but i ended up waking up late . Then text Fera and told her to meet at school bustop . But ended up i came earlier than her .  -.- ! hehe , it's okey. Now it's my turn waiting for you . haha .
Saw yuni and co-incident , she's waiting for Fera too . So , wait Fera along with her . Then , Yana came so she waited for Fera's too . hahah , Baeeeeek kan kiteeer tunggu satu princess :D hahaha ,
Atlast she came then saw Kin so 5 of us walk to class . Ohh , tortoise crawl faster then us . We walk but it's damn slow . hahaha,  wasting time leyy . Ended up came 30min late for class . But Ms Goh didn't scold . Hmm , maths was abit fun . Atlast i complete that worksheet and atlast i can do it . haha , happy happy !
I'm proud of myself cause i can do my maths now . Just that i need to pay abit more attention and i need to practise more . Just for few weeks humairah and then you can relax ! I really need to pass this time cause this mid year affect my End of Year Exam . And i need to really study hard for it . Ohhh God , make me do well this time ):  After maths , we went to meet Syahiidah outside school . Pity her that she need to wait for us for arnd 20min . haha , sorry sorry ! Then we went to teman Syahiidah eat at KFC . skip skip , we took bus to my house as we plan to study at my house . hahaha , awesome ! And yes we did study kay . We really did !
Kin & Syahiidah went off first cause they have some plan to make . So left me , yuni and fera . hahah , joke around . hahaha , espeacially with Yuni and Fera crazyness . hahaha , they make to burst into laughter .haha ,
picture's will upload here later on . But i won't upload all of them cause some of them u're not suppose to see . haha , okay , i've to go now . Enjoy the picture's :)

Woooooohoooooo :)

Today went school with Fera and Yana . We went to eat at Macd before going to school . NO NO ! Not cabot uhr , it's because today is wednesday and my school starts late . So we went to eat breakfast as our recess are the same time with the Upper Sec 4 & 5 . So confirm tak dpat makan kan kan ? Hmm , then atfirst we decided to walk to school . But we are like fat ass lazy pig so we agreed to take bus to school . We took bus at the Mrt bustop there . Saw Ashima , hmm , did i spell your name correctly ? If not then i'm sorryh . heheh :) Urm , i get fed up in the bus . Feel like kicking evryone ass ! People who was around me understand how i felt . Like very f.irritating . Oh yea , singapore are so so Kiasu dehy , push push people . Tsk tsk tsk tsk ! Oh man , then there's this guy which i can say " umm nvm idk how to say about that particular person " . Grr , but whatevr it is or whoevr he is , Omg he's so irritating . All i know he's an adult . Immatured adult which i can say . Suit him well lahr kan tuh . hah , Reach school on time , up to the hall . And ohhh Shit , f.hot . Damn hot ! The wheather ? The Humid ? Ahhh , i give up , it's super hot .
Sat beside Ibn in the hall . As per normal he kept calling me Miss H . Saaaap with that ? Hahaha , Once again , people who doesn't know about it , shut up and don't be KEPO . hehe , thank you .
There's prize giving , somehow like that uhr . Cey Fera dapt Chocolate sey as she complete the quiz about Friendship Day . Qeen pun dpat . cey ! hahaha :) Sat infront oh Naaf'iah . Hahaha , she make me laugh till my ass off . Oh shut , thanks beb ILY ! haha :) PAL was okey okey . haha ,
followed by SS , we just take down notes . Then recess . Then Chemistry . Ohh , i kept my mouth shut today . ahaaaaha , tak bising -.- ! Cause  i was sleepy . That's why . And we did experiment . Fera did took pictures using my Phone and i will post the picture at the end of my post today . Ok ? haha , Then last period was English , we did nothing much . Just a worksheet to prepare us for our Mid year . Hmm , then End lesson . Had talk with Mr Shahid with Fera , Kin , Yuni & Yana about the CIP thing . hahaha , we burst out laugh without any reason . Just becasue Mr Shahid talk with us in malay . Just that we felt so funny . haha , then we off to the bustop . We went to the bedok library . Hahaha , another one , laugh laugh . hahaha , and i did took a picture how Aziz pose . hahaha . you know the pose was like abit gay . Nvm , show it to you . Insya'allah :) Urm , butbut , we did study . ahahah , we concentrate sia when we study till we ignore each other . hahah . exam nk dkat punya pasl . All the best jek uh ! Tmrw we will be studying too . heheh ,  hmm , i guess i'm done talking . hahaha . Tmrw will be going school with Ibn . And mayb Yat . Don't know yet urh . hahah , okey off i go . will upload the pictures ok :)



                                                                                                                  AZIZ POSE ! HAHAHA ,




* BTW BTW  i just got to know this . Failure is always a success ! Doen't mean when u fail , u will fail forever . Doesn't mean u're stupid . You are not just that u're lazy . like me , haha !
Don't care about others , they pass with flying colours now and they show off ? No one is stupid my dear friends :)
FAILURE IS A SUCCESS ! UNDERSTAND ? DON'T LOOK DOWN ON THOSE PEOPLE WHO FAIL !

Being single is great ! I'm not beholden to anyone and no one's beholden to me =D

MY BLOG IS UNDER CONSTRUCTION ! SO YEA , WON'T UPDATE !

* When you said " I LOVE YOU " to me , do you understand what exactky is " love " ? Do you really mean 
   it ? Do you really do ? Don't just blast it out whenevr you like !

True love is when u shed a tear and still want him . It's when he ignores you and you still love him . It's when he loves another girl but you still smile and say " I'm happy for you " ! When all you really do is cry and cry ...... All i want is someone that will treat me right . They will never ignore me . They will never flirt with another girl & when i need him most , he'll always be there for . 

Fera , cheer up hunney . There's nothing for you to worried about . Remember , always think positive beb . Takmu fikir negative jek . If not , u'll never stop thinking about it . And i don't want to hear any nonsence uh like killing urself or whatevr uh . Ok ?! Don't say that stuff all ! I will be here for you hunney . Takecare .
Feel free to text me if u need help okay ?

Kicking my ass off ? Wooow , world besar dehy . You think i can believe whatevr u blast out from your mouth . Head to toe , i won't . Sorry . But that's my way and that's how i roll . Don't expect me to trust you 101% haha , i don't even thinking that i'm trusting you with a maximum of 5% . Oh fucck ! I'm talking crap here . But what i said earlier , it's that fact . That's how i roll beb ! Err , school life is f.boring without my babygirls . Suddenly i miss all of them , haha , actually i miss them long time ago and i swear uh . haha ! Yea , everything is getting better mayb this way is the best for us . Atleast we do talk right ? But yes of course i will spent time with you guys again . And i mean it okay . I will ! Don't worry beb . Yea , i know that day come to day i'm drifting away from you all , i myself don't know how that happen . Haha , nvm , only god knows about it . Haha , you see , i'm spouting nonsence again . Err , asshole uh Humairah :)
Most of the lesson today , i did pay attention especially chemistry lesson . Haha , humairah was so f.semangat y'know . haha ! Blajar punya pasl , pape go jek ! Urm , i think i should say this here , i'm trying not to get in any relationship for this moment . As you know , Mid year is coming up soon and i really have to focus in class . Yes i know that i've been lacking in my studies that's why i want to focus in class . Yea , you guys will be think that i'm kidding , right ? But , no i'm not ! I'm talking serious uh now ! haha , alaa , No boyfriend No problem sia . haha ! Actually i'm just to sick to in love with anyone . I'm serious ! I'm not in the mood to get attach now . To me , i had enough of guys cheating my feelings . You see , i had enough of all the nonsence .
But i'm not saying that i will to be single , No i'm not saying that . What i mean was for now let me focus on my Mid Year kay . Sorry , i been rejecting 2 guys this past 2 months of being single . I know it's hurt , and i felt that way before , obviously not because of being reject but something else lah . Which i lazy to elaborate . What i said to you guys , if u really love me then i'm sure enough that u willing to wait for me till i'm ready . Don't you ? If not , you can move on with you life . I'm not forcing you to wait , and i didn't wish to force you too . But all of that is ur choice . This time , i really want true love okey ! I want to be in serious relationship which i know what exactly is love about . Mayb i'm the want who is lacking in a relationship , that's why i need to time to understand what exactly is the meaning of " love " . I don't need people to advise me , because i'm sick of hearing it . It's irritating okey ! Like what i said before , what past is past lah . No point of you saying that all to me . No point ! Hmm , and the thing is i'm sick of hearing it . Urm , kay today post is too much of emotional . haha ! okey , you takecare people :)

Heeeeeey children on earth . :)'

Ohhh , saw her at school . Grrr , tabuley angkat uh dengan dier punya act cute . ewwww , meluat uh tenguk muka dia . Sorrayhy uh , i straight forward uh . Kalau da benci , tkkan suka uhy . " ONCE I HATE , I WILL NEVER LIKE YOU LIKE HOW I USE TO LIKE YOU UH " Dream on that sucker ! So , stop starring and acting cute infront of me . Trying to get me smile at you , mimpi uh girl ! IN YOUR DREAM I WILL ! So , stop it uh , please stop with ur crap lah . Tak ley angzz uh tenguk muka kau . Kalau lawa tkpe jugak . Wait ! i'm not saying that i'm pretty . Yea , evryone has their own beauty . But u , no comment . Yes , i can say that u are pretty but with ur attitude or i can ur childish in matured attitude , u're not ay . Oh please , nyonya kat bawah blok lagi lawar . haha , takde heran eyhy . Tolong uh , So , repent uh ey ! Tapi tu pun kalau kau nk uh , hah ! Siket tkder heran lerh ! Dulu kau yg hancurkan friendship aku , kau fikir aku leh lupa gitu mcm ? hah , tk dpt uh . Okey , enough talking about her . Only Feeqa knows about it . Saper yg tatwu diam2 suaa . * saper makan chilli rasa pedas lehr !

Ohh , i lost my bestie . Oh shit ! i miss her alot ! Fucking alot !!! I miss the old us  . Syaf , hope that we can get back together like before aites ? I miss u so much ! i SWEAR to god . yes i do ! Do u know that ? I want the old us back bhyi . Our friendship is getting apart now . And i cann't lose u just like that . You know that u're my only companion i can rely on . right ? U're the only one who i can trust , who i can share my problem with . Whenevr i'm feeling down , u were always there for me . But now ? I dont seem that u care that much about me . Do u know that deep inside i'm crying and i'm totally upset . Why is this happening to us ?  i dunno know ! I feel that people cann't see us happy and want us to be apart . Omg , why is this happening sia ? Why do i get this kind of life ? I treasure u and now , we are apart now . I don't even hear ur laughter or whatevr even though we're in the same school beb . I hope , we get back together aites . imissyou hunney :(
takecare !

' err , i'm bored ! I'm rotting at home butbut i lazy to go out . Had a early night yesterday so yea i wake up early today . Waych " Hello ! My lady ! This korea drama show . It's fcuking good lah . haha ! You people should watch it . Channel KBS . ahah ! Then , took my shower then took out my book to study . waaah , rajin anak mak . haha ! Then 4pm here i am surfing the internet . Chat with Fafa , we both talk shitz . haha !
Currently , texting Ibn Al Faruq , too much complain uh that boy . haha ! Layan kan je uh -.- ! Yesterday he called me and told me about what happen and i swear i burst out laugh . haha , Thanks to him uh . He the only guy who i can trust . We two a just FRIENDS ! Bestfriend :) Butbut , he kinda annoying sometimes . haha , if he talk about people , i can't stop him and i can't deny anything . haha . Like makcik kepo tau dia . hahah , if he kutuk people , he kutuk rabak giler uh . Up and down dia kutuk . Jahat ! Yea , but whatevr he kutuk that girl/boy i agree uh . But sometimes , he kutuk people without limit . Waaah , dasar kurang ajar ! haha . EyEy , today is my 1 year 8 month with syafika ! I MISS HER SO MUCH . Will give u ur gift soon i meet you k'kay . hahaha . Saaap , k'kahy uh , want to layan this boy . hahahah !


Takecare

                                                    yea i'm sturborn , so bear with me <3

* Heeeey people on earth :]'

It's good friday so yea no school . Yippy ! But somehow miss my joker . Hahaa , my random friend !
Hahaha , yesterday was April fools , obviously i'm being fool my people . First person who fool me was " Shabeena . She siad that she sprain her ankle and was told to go to the hospital . So yea , i believe her . I swear that time i forgot that it was 1st april . What do u expect , she text me in the morning arnd 6.30am+ .
hahah ! I reach inter on time , 645am . haha , quraisyah and dariana also came on time . haha !
In school , didn't talk much . haha , Didnt talk about my imaginary friend " mira " . haha , Shabeena look after " Mira " already . haahaa . skip all lesson ! End school at 2pm . then went to bubble tea woth Fera then back to school for EL oral . No comment for EL oral . haha . I end my oral at 3.30 then straight home along with yana . Took train home with her . Get back home , first thing i do was went to the kitchen . Eat then wash up . Then get ready to meet cousins . Head to Pasir ris first then off to town . Had a great time yesterday . When to eat at Swensen's . Then off home . Took taxi to auntie's house then daddy pick me up along with my brother . hehe . Urm , i have nothing else to say . Currently downloading music and updating FB . Urm , ok , update soon . tc ! :]" <3