Dear diary ,

Life are unfair to me . I lost everything in my life .
I ruin my life damnly . How can i face it alone ?!
Yeah i know i must face it . But .... ?? Haizzza .
All my happines are gone just like that .
God are being unfair to me ,!
Could i say i'm too stupid to let you go ?!
I treasure you alot and now my hard work are gone .
Is it gone forever ? Hope nort . I guess i'm too ego .
I'm too tired of acting that i didn't know you .
I'm doing this for ur own good sygg .
What must i do next thenn ?!!
I cannot continue to do this . I'm nort strong enough .
My mind are damn confuse now ! I couldn't stop thinking abt you .
There's only one person in my heart and that's you . I'm being too selfish yeah .
I'm weak to continue this stuff .
I have learn to let go . But cannot ! Don't force me to do it again . Please i beg you .
I need love from you and only you . I'm tired of saying i hate you and i have no feeling for you anymore !
I'm tired ! None of them is true . I say that just for my sake . But now i cnnt . It's hard for me .
I'm tired of lying to myself . Tired ! Iknow , no use of saying this stuff .
But you tell me what should i do ?!!! I tried to get things over but it's hard .
I swear it's hard !!! Please don't force me . I'm tired of putting fake smile on me . I'm tired of being happy
when im not happy at all ! Seriously u got to understand this . Im tired of doing this . Im tired of acting .
Im just too tired for everything . Can you please let me rest .
Please ! Don't force me to do this agian ! Please . im begging youuu =(



Love ,
Humairah