Yes i know no ones perfect. For me to be really normal again,wouldnt be so easy. Talk is cheap and till now,i dont see a shit of 'do anything to make it up to you' Once bitten twice shy. And i guess its time i really take a step back and not trying to hope for anything more. Would be better if i just shut up rite. Whats the point of caring too much when others just take you lightly?
Im sorry i've changed. If you people cant live with it, then leave it.