Kicking my ass off ? Wooow , world besar dehy . You think i can believe whatevr u blast out from your mouth . Head to toe , i won't . Sorry . But that's my way and that's how i roll . Don't expect me to trust you 101% haha , i don't even thinking that i'm trusting you with a maximum of 5% . Oh fucck ! I'm talking crap here . But what i said earlier , it's that fact . That's how i roll beb ! Err , school life is f.boring without my babygirls . Suddenly i miss all of them , haha , actually i miss them long time ago and i swear uh . haha ! Yea , everything is getting better mayb this way is the best for us . Atleast we do talk right ? But yes of course i will spent time with you guys again . And i mean it okay . I will ! Don't worry beb . Yea , i know that day come to day i'm drifting away from you all , i myself don't know how that happen . Haha , nvm , only god knows about it . Haha , you see , i'm spouting nonsence again . Err , asshole uh Humairah :)
Most of the lesson today , i did pay attention especially chemistry lesson . Haha , humairah was so f.semangat y'know . haha ! Blajar punya pasl , pape go jek ! Urm , i think i should say this here , i'm trying not to get in any relationship for this moment . As you know , Mid year is coming up soon and i really have to focus in class . Yes i know that i've been lacking in my studies that's why i want to focus in class . Yea , you guys will be think that i'm kidding , right ? But , no i'm not ! I'm talking serious uh now ! haha , alaa , No boyfriend No problem sia . haha ! Actually i'm just to sick to in love with anyone . I'm serious ! I'm not in the mood to get attach now . To me , i had enough of guys cheating my feelings . You see , i had enough of all the nonsence .
But i'm not saying that i will to be single , No i'm not saying that . What i mean was for now let me focus on my Mid Year kay . Sorry , i been rejecting 2 guys this past 2 months of being single . I know it's hurt , and i felt that way before , obviously not because of being reject but something else lah . Which i lazy to elaborate . What i said to you guys , if u really love me then i'm sure enough that u willing to wait for me till i'm ready . Don't you ? If not , you can move on with you life . I'm not forcing you to wait , and i didn't wish to force you too . But all of that is ur choice . This time , i really want true love okey ! I want to be in serious relationship which i know what exactly is love about . Mayb i'm the want who is lacking in a relationship , that's why i need to time to understand what exactly is the meaning of " love " . I don't need people to advise me , because i'm sick of hearing it . It's irritating okey ! Like what i said before , what past is past lah . No point of you saying that all to me . No point ! Hmm , and the thing is i'm sick of hearing it . Urm , kay today post is too much of emotional . haha ! okey , you takecare people :)