If can , i want to let everything all out  so i can forget every single thing that happened to me . I guess anyone could have a story like mine , it could be in different words and sentences but it could always mean a similar thing . All people might seem different but yet still , they all have the same feelings inside their heart and soul . Well , i'm not too strong for everything . I'm not strong enough to handle everything . i cann't take all this any longer . All i could do is cry and cry . But sheding a tears is wasting my time .  It hurts alot . i have enough of going through everything . Mayb you label me as a cheerful and strong girl but deep inside i no longer the hyper girl who laugh every single time . I may look happy . Indeed i feel like crying . I cant lie my emotion . Yet now , i feel so useless . I had enough of sheding my tears . My eyes hurt alot . But my heart hurts more than anything . I feel that my heart is being crush into a million pieces . I just need you to explain every single things to me . Not thru sms or calls but face to face . Like i say , i had enough of everything . As in enough of your bullshit , nonsence and stuff . I just wanna tell you stop begging me to forgive you  . Like i told you , there's nothing for you to sake for forgiveness because you did nothing wrong . Actually you did something wrong  , but yes i can't be bothered about it . If you did anything that really broke my heart into a million pieces i have already forgive you . I don't hold any grudges on you , don't worry .